how come you do this to me .
how bad are'you STUPID ,
07 july 2011 , its nothing to me , i want you here for me .
it's only one day more .
if i reminds what have we done together , so PAINFUL .
now , 5 july 2011 .
we've been 9month 3weeks 5days .
there's nothing change on you .
you left without anything .
i knoe who really i'm , it's does not make sense you can do this to me .
and hopefully you're here .
day after day ,
i felt loneliness without you . and decision has made without asking me ,
frustrated with you .